Goal before 30

We all have goal in our life. One or hundred. Small or big. Clear or unclear. Period or forever.
Me also :).
Read it many times that I, we, should announce it loudly to the world, send vibration to Universe, play the imagination movies in ur mind, have faith, work hard then work smart.

And just to remind me to keep going forward to achieve my short-term goals, dreams, the person I wanna be 
before I'm 30,  
here are mine *in random*

We only smell, never kiss the ground

How many times in our daily life, we think that we're on the edge of the world. Lower than ever. Touch bottom line of life, hit our limit, and sink into the ground..
Yeah, we think that we are. Many many times.

But then, when u have another box of problem-desperate-stress another time, u'll think again. Ouch no, now I am in the bottom-est.

Me, had the same experience.
2010 
Had an extra stressful job back then in Singapore, lost my happiness, dissapointed on someone close, family financial difficulties.
That time, I really thought I was about to fall, I had no life to be grateful of then I cursed God "why u put me here? I can't do it, this is my lowest level"
2011-2012
My dad passed away after super-drained efforts, broken-apart family, financially collapsed, got sudden new responsibilities for dad role, ran family business and stopped my architect-freelance job, got infected by viral disease.
I fell-crawl-fell-crawl-fell several times.
I swore to God "this is my lowest level in my life".
My life was a TOTAL HELL.
My life was a COMPLETE BULLSHIT.
I kissed the ground. I thought so.
I hit my bottom line, I bumped-fell-dragged along the ground.
I cried almost everynight at first, then twice a week, then once a week, then twice a month, then once a month on pms, then once in a while.
I was a total desperate woman in her 26
Painful huh?

Through Merry Riana

Here I am writing about someone whom I salute.
Not only for her achievement, but also her survival to stand strong-change life-success her dreams.
Happened when I felt down, so much, I tried to find an enterpreneur community or anything that could make me feel better.
I am an extrovert person. I need to share my life, my problems.
I got suggestion from my sister to learn from Merry Riana. A girl who made her first million dollars at age 26.
Therefore I'm curious. I did open her blog, followed her twitter and finally read her books. 
A gift from a friend and Mimpi Sejuta Dollar (A Million Dollar Dream), by Merry Riana
So let me share my interpretation for what I've read and learnt from her...
 
Dare to dream BIG.
Whatever u dream on, do it persistently. It always has a result, for sure.
Have a never ending spirit, commitment, hard work, discipline, hope, faith, love to make a change in ur life.
We have a bigger energy inside more than we thought. And using that energy to realize what we want is impossible POSSIBLE.
There are times we will fail, so many times. We feel down. We lose hope.
And that's the part of the journey that we should learn of. Not to regret of. Not to be focus on.

"The darkest night is eventually the sign that the sun will shine"

The hardest time of our life is eventually the sign that we're moving closer to our dreams.
So hang on. Keep moving, on a right track, with purpose, with target.
Everythings happens for a reason.
A good reason.