Dear Shannon

9July morning
Out of doctor's expectation, u surprised everyone being 2weeks in advance.
When I arrived in the hospital, u also arrived in this world.
Tiny with wrinkled-red skin and still closed eyes.
Crying not loudly, but cutely.
Weight 2.5kg and 49cm long, then hospital nurse placed u in UV-warming box.
 
Time flies now u're alrd 4 months.

Glad that u're growing, stronger, smarter and healthier each day.
My fave to call u as ulet (it's caterpillar in English) as u look alike into :p.
Ur hands and ur thighs are segmented, and it's so cuteeee..

Love turns people insane

indeed, love turns people insane

(1) right and good love insanity
     right means u're having this love insanity when u are single or not in any commitment with someone, ie: flirting, falling head over heels over someone
     good means u don't play with someone's heart and feeling, with or without purpose
(2) wrong and bad love insanity
    wrong means u're (intentionally or unintentionally) having this love insanity when u are in a relationship or commited with someone, ie: having an affair, cheating, flirting and friendzoning 
    bad means u play with someone's heart and feeling, defend it with any excuses *most of the time*, with or without purpose
 
Which one happen mostly?
right and good love insanity
NO. the wrong and bad love insanity.
Let's take a look carefully..
"how many times in our daily life we heard A is falling head over heels into B?"
"how many times in our daily life we heard C is cheating with D even D is in a relationship (vice versa), or E is friendzoning F while E is engaged to G (vice versa), or H is the third party between J and K?"
Don't know why lately this wrong-and-bad-love-insanity seems like a trend. Maybe as the world goes open-minded then having opposite gender labelled as bestfriend is normal, then some misused or misinterpretated it by being too close like a couple with bestfriend status is also normal? 
Us, people simply don't admit or don't realize or don't try to realize when they're in a wrong-and-bad-love insanity.

What's with happy being SiNGLE?

Lately ,ever since I turned to 24 or maybe earlier, people started to question simply because my age is considered as ready to get married.

When I attend relatives or friends wedding, when I go to mall and coincidentally meet old friend, when I post my perspective about being single happy in twitter or facebook. And probably after publishing this blog.

"Hi.."

"Hi.."

"Where is ur boyfriend? R u coming here alone?"

"Oh, I'm coming with friends.. I don't have boyfriend"

*with almost burst-out eyeballs*

"Whyyyy are u still single? U're lying right? And Oh.. Maybe u're too picky.. Nobody's perfect, umm maybe u set ur standard way too high"

".........."

sweetest song, sent

From mom to dad

23.02.2012

"Tak pernah terpikir olehku                [i've never thought]

tak sedikit pun ku menyangka           [not even once i imagined]

kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri [that u'll go leaving me alone]

begitu sulit ku menyangkal                 [hard for me to deny]

begitu sakit ku rasakan           [that i'm in pain]

kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri [u'll go leaving me alone]

Thank you to survive

I've never stayed at hospital in my life.
Honestly I don't know how it feels.
But I know how it feels on him.
It was so tough.
He hated hospital.
Few times he was angry.
Few times he cried.
Few time he asked when to go home.
Few times he wanted to give up.
Few times he lost his hope.
Few times he said "this is my last day, I can't take it anymore"

Bitter.sweet.U

U have the most careful people surround u, yet u still complain.
U don't really appreciate it.
U don't realize that not everybody has what u have.
U have the richness, yet u can't enjoy it. U never get enough.
Power, pride and money can 'buy' u.
U put that three above everything.
 
U treat ur closest person with anger, with bad words. While u treat stranger with smile, with politeness.

"U can't judge a book by its cover"
Sometimes it looks good from outside, but not really good inside. It's really only a cover.

i love her so...

She has this comforting feeling that makes u always wanna be with her

She lets me try her food even when she's hungry
She lets me eat chicken breast and she eats wings as she knows I like breast
She likes supermarket too much.
She always dresses nicely with quite young-style.
She's forever young and pretty even she doesn't spend much time on make up or saloon. She's so lucky
She always acts like children, talks in indonesian slank like 'cape deh', dances secretly when she's happy, makes me envy with her new stuff. And it's funny.
She always spends her money collecting phones. Most of it, she just saw the ads without knowing the function. After buying it, she'll ask.

She's so creative. making a base for glass from hotel sandals, ties real plants with ribbon-like gift, using a toilet yellow-sticky duck as a replacement for glass table patch. She easily finds a good idea for stuff. I inherited it from her.