Paradoks

Paradoks is personal for me as the author is my Taurean twin, May, i call her Meiba.
I firstly met her as we stayed under one roof in Bandung, a junior University student. 
Still skinny, lol. We close into each other ever since.

One day *i don't exactly remember when* she let me read "Paradoks" and i fell instantly.  
Paradoks is a fairy tale that every teenage girl is dying for. 
"Awefully handsome, architect, gentleman, loveable, rich Karis. Nothing less"
Who wouldn't love him if he does exist?
This novel felt sooo right that time, i was a deadly romantic person and i was also in a relationship with my own 'Karis'.
As a teenager, i sometimes doubted myself to be with him as i didn't have enough confident, not so sure whether i deserve him or what.
After my first reading Paradoks i had those post-novel-syndrome, to be with your Prince Charming, whoever he is, no matter how perfect he is. 
I felt that i found my strength, my hope, my faith with Paradoks.
I told May that she has to publish it one day. I was amazed with the written-skill that she had in her young age *yet she keeps growing on writing until now, blog or novel*

7years after (NOW), she finally publishes "Paradoks" in a book after an e-book version.

Hey Paradoks, a dream come true :)

from 14years stalker

Here's some cutey 26th bday quote from my 14years stalker ;p
(some of the text is translated)

Let'sssss!!!!! We celebrate this mature age!
With all the foundation, anti-agying cream, cute accesorries by strawberry, so that we look:
Y
O
U
N
G

and i am NOT alone

 

Touching moment in Matol's wed

Today I attend one of my close friend's wedding. Matol.
It's an awesome wedding.

it's full house, good music, good food, good atmosphere.
White flowery blend with purple theme, I guess.

  

At time, I have this 'touching moment' when I meet him on wedding stage.

Shuyi oh Shuyi

I used to be called differently as my real name is super unique. or weird. or hard to pronounce.
The same thing, always, applied when someone ask my name.
They will ask it, TWICE in a row
To make sure what they hear is right.
Search something by my name. I'm the only one. always.

I used to be called differently.
But this is the weirdest one.
Shuyi.
It's a way too far.
It happens today.

 
A chinese guy *same one* emailed me and he named me in his adress list as 'yana shuyi'
My 'kepo-ness' (read: curiousity) shown herself.
I asked one of my friend,PP,  
" What's the meaning of Shuyi in mandarin? "

I'm leaving those 'best friend' title

Classify me as one of those who put high hope and expectation for someone I titled 'best friend'
I did wrong.
Those title leads u to commitment, responsibility, time& understanding,
which maybe u could get when u were a teenager but quite changing as u grow older.
Things change.
And I tried to be realistic.

even the plant needs to be watered to grow

people come, people go, people change

as we grow up, time will slowly but sure prove  

who is true to u

who is really there for u, not only in sadness but also happiness

who is willing to spend her quality time just to chat with u

who is always put u in one of her top list

who can balance u

who can remind u when u're wrong

who never leave u when they have a new friend or boyfriend