......

if i put more smile, will i really smile?

if i cry out loud, will they feel what i feel?

if i complain much, will this solve?

if i stop having my time, will this work?

if i get closer with God, will all be easier?

if i have boyfriend, will it be lessen?

if i don't think, will it go out of my mind?

if i don't share, will it be temporary?

if i have billions, will i reverse the situation?

if i just run, will it still happen?

if i surrend, will it stop?

there are times when u don't feel like smiling, playing, thinking, pretending.

there are times when u just wanna throw your shits and u don't care.

there are times when u wanna others know without asking. 

there are times when u wanna shoot universe down.

there are times when u don't find reason why things happens.

because it's a damn hard time