to where her next

Darling God, how good is she doing?

Oh to where her next...
Blinded with this empty heart
Heart that lost its owner
Mind that starred to sad feeling. Unfocus on dreams, don't even have hope
Body that tired and sick. Don't wanna get up
Lost direction and not any part of it willing to understand

They run independently.They are angry.
They dont care for each other.
They ask for an answer and no answer
They put blame on life.
-Bitching this moment, laying useless-

Oh to where her next...
Trying to find behind life. 

-Called it meaning,purposes and so on-
Trying to pretend stronger and better.
Trying to to accept changes.
Trying to let go.
Trying to love and be loved.
Trying to live each day like normal.
Trying to hang on.

Envying other
Who's life looking better and happier -- Going easy, only to think "next summer collection" or "where to spend money next holiday" -- Achieving progressively with their career, being succesful -- Stepping into further with their beloved, getting married and have kids

Oh to where her next...
Will her be in heaven? Or hell?
Will her be pull herself through this? Or stuck into?
Will her be happy? Or full of anger?
Will her be succesful? Or ass-hole?

Darling God, grant her some direction