and i am NOT alone

 














Heard that a lot and experience it today.
As I live my darkest day lately, honestly I don't expect much from my friends.
I appreciate that everyone has their own problems, they need time to themself, their works, their families and so on.
Having someone who is willing to hear my story, giving an advise and support, cheering me up, helping me with stuff, sending their prayer for me&family are more than enough, from what I expected.

After few repeated storms coming to me
After few rough roads I should take
After few tough decision I should face
After few bitter things happen
After few broken-hearted
After terribly amount of whining
After litres of tears *and swollen eyes*
Few times, I feel down, so down.
Few times, I lose my faith.
Few times, I can't think "what's next"
Few times, I feel no strength to keep going on.
Few times, I almost give up.
Few times, I lose myself.
And I feel alone.

All dear friends...
(esp. fefe,mervin,xtin,pei,fred)
They come to my life, with reason.
Reason to realise that I'll never be alone.
Reason to support me all this time.
Reason to remind me that friendship is mainly about how much u CARE and DO action on it.
Most just simply ask without really do care of what's going on. And my answer is a template for them. "Okay, thanks"
Reason to understand what beautiful friendship is.
And I am NOT alone.

"I'm walking with a friend in the dark"

It's never been easy to care so much to friend
It's never been easy to send continuous prayer to friend
It's never been easy to share "what is yours" to friend
It's never been easy to have a sincere and big heart like u do
It's never been easy to meet good friend like u
And I'm grateful.

Thank you for ever giving me another strength, power and faith with your invisible gift called care.
Thank you for ever being here with me.
Thank you for ever touching my day.
Meant a lot. Got a lot.
My pleasure, hugs and kisses

"Thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate friendship" - Cicero