Life is a choice - [2] Singapore

Since I was in university, I wanted to go to Singapore to work.
There's a saying 
"if u have to choose, 
choose one which overcome ur fear first"
And my fear was speaking English.

Again, my father was against it.
He didn't agree with my plan.
I knew maybe he worried about me, staying alone far away from my family.
But he wasn't good at explaining.
He said "Even if I say no, u'll still do it. So, don't ask me for anything, use ur own budget and go"
He thought it as impossible. So did some peoples.
 

I used all my savings.

And that was only enough for one month gambling my life there.

Became Hero or Zero.

And I still had to lend some from my sisters.

But nothing could stop me.

I believe on me.

For most of my decision, there are always peoples who questioning my dreams.
Why I choose the hard way.
Why don't I just stay here in my comfort zone.
I can't answer much.
I simply want to live what I dream on. 

And get an action to accomplish it, is good.

That's all


19th July 2009
I went to Soeta airport, dropped by my mother and sisters.
Thanks for all ur supports that time.
That was my first flight alone.
That was my second flight in my life.
I was so brave and proud of it.
I was excited.

I arrived at Singapore safely. 
Depended on taxy driver to get me to my new place, which after I named 'home'.
I got that place from internet.
I got with me one month living cost, one phone, one luggage, one big braveness and one super positive mind.

I bet on myself, my life, my future

Universe gave me a SUPER ANSWER...

I had a great place to live.
Convenient apartment, quite cheap, great housemate.
My roomate esp was very welcome, helpful and kind.
I had no laptop & printer with me, but they let me use theirs.
We only knew each others for less than 1day.
They taught me much about singapore and I thanked them so.
I love the city.
I love clean, tidy and safe country
I love that I should try to speak English (and Singlish. and Mandarin)
I love the shopping spree
I love the feeling of meeting new people
I love to use public transportation and comfort with it
I love to depend on myself, being independent
I love the fact that I'm living in another country, my dream country
I got a job.
I got my first interview in 3days.
I got my first temporary job in 2weeks.
I got my first permanent job in 3weeks.

And I DID, my choice.
And I almost fainted of happiness.

"There's nothing impossible when u think it's possible"
Impossible: I'M POSSIBLE