Life is a choice - [3] For Good

After had been living in Singapore for years...
For some reasons, I felt big emptiness inside me.
I didn't laugh sincerely.
I did cry a lot.
I lost my happiness.
I doubted myself to go back hometown.
It was still a 50-50 choice.
I put my best efforts to still stay in Singapore.
But then universe gave me another answer...

Therefore I should leave.
It was hard for me.
It was hard to say goodbye to my second-family there.
It was full of tears. I stood stronger.
Maybe I could try again, but it was my choice to go back, for good.

I still love Singapore the way i did.
But I don't feel regret.
I take it as
"I lived my dream there and 
now I'm living another dream here"
My life is a journey. Maybe it has a few destinations to go.. I also still don't know

(One of my friend gave me a nice farewell card with a nice quote, thanks dear :D)

" Sometimes the road of life takes us to a place we had planned...
Sometimes it shows us a surprise around the bend we could never have anticipated.
We make decisions based on the information we have..
We accept the ups and downs as they come...
We live 'one day at a time'.
but often we find it is only when we look back that we can see...
That what we had thought was a 'wrong turn' has brought us to exactly the right place
And every step was a right one after all! "

It shapes me.