What should I see in the dark alley

Dear universe,

I can't see things.
I'm alone. And I'm scared
I lose my visions. I forget my dreams.
Which step should I take.
Which way should I go.

I'm sad. I'm down.
For everything that I've built.
I'm not sure for being me as I was.
Is this really what I dream of?
But why living it doesn't comfort me?

It's too dark. Its too hard.
I try to call for help. But no one coming to me.
I can't see even a little light.
I keep falling. I'm tired.
I neither look back or upward.
I'm stuck right here.

I can't stand no more.
I'm broken.
I'm human. I have feelings.
I have my own limit.
I can cry.

Please bring even just candle to this alley...